Living Thing

You never learn to appreciate someone till the day you gonna lose her/him. Keep in your mind that God never create a perfect person in this world, thats why everything come in pair. Each side completed each side to become ONE. Black comes with White. Beauty and Beast. Leaf colour by the Flower. Rainbow after Thunder. The perfect she/he could be is be her/him self. Pretending to be someone else does not make you perfect, it just make you yourself feel perfect but not to someone who really need who you really are. All you can do is giving the rest of your best to everyone around you. The nearest person to you is the one who can love you all the way you are. The world will continue to try and tell you who you are until you stand up and show the world exactly who you are gonna be. Life does not about finding yourself, it about creating yourself. The director of your life story is yourself, the actor is you and the whole story is about you. The director is the most important person who show the path where the actor should lay on. But some people need to become an actor for other life, as a reason to complete the other life story.
The ironic part of or life is when we ignore who adore us, adore who ignore us, love who hurt us, and hurt who love us.

Sweet Revenge

There's no men in world never make a tiny mistake. People make mistakes, it's a part of human nature. Just I am not realy sure of one little though, do a LIE can be considered as a MISTAKE???
Sometimes even the ones you trusted the most, can turn on you just as fast as they came into your life. People deserve a second chance, giving them a second chance is your forgiveness. Them making the same mistakes is their stupidity, they don't have to get a third. They never earn my trust for the rest of their life. I've learned who to trust & who to ignore. I don't forgive people because I'm weak, I forgive them because I'm strong enough to know that people make mistakes. I do not forgive because I am stupid, or weak. I am smart enough to know that people make mistakes,and I am strong enough to give them another chance. Because I believe they should learn from their mistakes. Try to forgive those who take advantage of and mistreat you.You may never forget but you will grow stronger and know how to handle situations better. Forgiving is not forgetting but remembering and letting go. Life's not about those who are true to your face, but those who remain true behind your back..

There is a LIE in beLIEve,OVER in lOVER,US in trUSt, END in friEND,and an IF in lIFe stuff happens, and you learn that the hard way.

"It takes a strong person to say sorry, and an even stronger person to forgive."

Trust is a fragile thing.. Easy to break.. Easy to lose.. And very hard to get back. So never take for granted those that trust you. 

Trust is like a mirror, it can be fixed once its broken. But you will always see the cracks. Once it fixed, mean you are given second change and never let the broken mirror cracks for the second time. You might not able to fix it like how it suppose to be. 
You may cheat and lie behind me, as many as you could. Just what I do care, make sure you play the game pretty good. Got cought, you LOSE. You LOSE, you gonna LOST every single CHANCE.

P/S : You should worth my TRUST for the last one..

If I Could..

If I could..
I'll tell you the way I feel..
Feel toward you and you..

If I could..
Let the silent conquer my heart..
I wont show to you and you what had written on it..

If I could..
Change what i have..
I would keep The Heart in a place where some one couldn't find it
And I couldn't share it to some one that shouldn't be..
And for sure, Im not falling in love again..

Dear Heart,
You should be keep in a Hidden Palace or just be thrown away..
Far.. Far away from me..
This the only ways I could avoid from hurting you..

Sorry Heart, I know this is too much from me.. I couldn't handle the way I should guide you..

Sweet Sour Strawberry Chocolate

Im craving for it and try as hard to find it to fulfill my animal passion.hahaha... Anyway, Garfield and me manage to find it at Ta Kiong(Merdeka Mall) after a full swing to Imperial Mall. Unfortunately i bought a packet of plum liao(as replacement la tek takut2 kempunan cnt find mende haram jadah), but stil not giving up looking at other places.. Who knows, there's a luck.. At all,noting to lose if keep on searching. Next destination, Ta Kiong(Merdeka Mall). Luckly, found it there and alots of it.yeayyy... Smile til telinga i see it.. For sure i know where to find it next time.. Grab a packet then move to other section.. In mind "Cooking Chocolate" to go.  I cant wait any longer,ratah 2 biji and a plum. Perhhh,tercapai jagu niat di hati nak ratah strawberry. Cancel any menu in my mind for dinner.. AND, the first priority for tomorrow is Sweet Sour Strawberry Chocolate.yummy...

Looking close to you

Sometimes when I look close at you
The love I have comes clearly through
Because it is so true, so deep
I see so much I almost weep

I see the blueness of your eyes
The blue of deeply azure skies
I watch you walk with faultless grace
I note the beauty of your face

Your laugh is such a great delight
Your form a vision to my sight
I see you smile, it warms my soul
Your voice a sound I must extol

But what I see that brings the tears
And causes me my greatest fears
Are not the things I’ve told til now
But rather what fate won’t allow

From those blue eyes I’ll never see
A look of love from you to me
I’ll watch you walk, but walk away
I’ll miss your beauty every day
You’ll laugh and happy you will be
You'll smile that smile, but not for me
And someone else will keep you warm
By holding close your tiny form

And I will never hold you near
That you love me I’ll never hear
And most all I’ll surely miss
The chance to know your tender kiss